Sunday, November 29, 2015

i am falling in love

29 November 2015

honestly at first i didn't trust his story (he told me that he has a car, money, very good job, and successful enaugh). why he told that?
what was his propose?
did he think that i would fall in love with his money?
he made himself seems fool, lier, & arrogant.

but ....
today he changed all my mind about him.
today Aa came to my house. he tried to use gojek. i like his spirit.
it prove that he isn't play on me.

for 3 years i just realized that he isn't that short. even he is tall enaugh, his thin body made him seems not tall.

he seems slow, but actually he is fast enaugh. he always come on time.

he treats me well.
i feel save stay with him.

at first i hate the way he touched me, i thought he is perv, unpolite, dirty mind. bcoz i dislike a man touch me, my hand, my shoulder, and everything from my body. but now i think i was wrong.
he isn't typical man like that.
even i like the way he touch my head.. made me feels like a kid.

he isn't stingy. he often buys me food & drink.

he often reminds me to pray.

i can see his tired face.. he told me that he can't sleep thinking of everthing, especially his future. he is very serious chasing after money.
i like this kind of spirit.
i hate lazy man.

but overall, he is soft, be able to communicate, friendly, kind.. i like him.

now 30 november 2015, 1.00am i can't sleep thinking of him.